Saturday August 13, 2011 6 13 /08 /Ao C /2011 22:30 Oups! I was mistaken!
Taken of a sudden awakening, there, in front of my ordi… I am say… But what is what you ace taken??? Did not have you the open eyes or what???
I thought of showing an understanding without fault… Ben, not… I was mistaken!!! And not that a little… But straightforwardly much!! Large much that even Buzz the flash cannot quantify…
Not, but it is true… I am not of rancorous nature, but there… I want to be some to have been also deaf bitch/Aveugle//vat-5… so much not me!! (I have an image very idealized of me, almost I car kiffe… But not on this blow there… AAAAAAAAAh, not!!!!)
In all modesty… I am nevertheless a chick who deserves to be connue^^, humble, sensitive, intelligent, funny, generous, simple (if, if…).
I ever missed a meeting, a relation, a friendship… Until now! And there, large planting!!! The pellet… The stripping of compét'… the INTERVIEW which is used for nothing (And which lasts in more… Ouais, I do not do anything with half me, even the errors!
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I thus decided to dedicate to me (always in all modesty), one day WORLD of the “Oups, I was mistaken”!!! Can be a group BFR, history to reassure me, if am not what a person is not registered inside, I feel less only FAC with this distress….Sometimes, in the street, I find that people look at me odd, it is sure. They know it: they say “Hummm, it, it had a pal really too naze”… And they laugh… If, if, it is certain! (I will not be with 2 fingers of entry in psychotherapy to speak about it…), that shoed me to laugh….
But it is of my fault too! THAT of my fault!! And I do not want especially that people think that can be due to the fact that the person in question is a large jerk without morals, with an Ego of ouf, a completely éronnée vision of him….Nooooooooon!!!! let us be right. It is needed.
How could one charged to him the least share of responsibility in the spite which emerges some? because that also, it is ME, I am SO MUCH shitting, SO MUCH bitch, that even a bac+ 5 it is not useful to me with nothing… I have only what I deserve!! Completely!!!
Sometimes, I surprise myself to compare to me with certain so rare people… But I stop quickly, I have shame… Not, Virginia let us see, you are not like them, you CANNOT… are not connected to You for…
I thus will have to continue my poor small life, with my children, Raph, my family, my friends, my dogs, my passions, my jobs… what a life of M ***!